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PEOPLE..

2008-05-01T07:24:00.001+08:00

Ki hav decided dat its a hassle maintaining 2 blogs so pls go to

iraridz.multiply.com

though i like the blog here betta.. hmph..

Ure Invited!!!

2008-03-25T23:06:00.002+08:00

kk i noe its not clear, but ure invited lah. heheh my hse. kol me ok .
hehe

pictures speak a gazeliiiiion werds

2008-03-04T13:10:00.002+08:00

enuf said. *smiles*

let me breathe....

2008-02-17T09:25:00.002+08:00

i noe u care, she cares, infact i noe everyone cares.but i nid my space.

i nid to breathe. pls. i only have few weeks or even days left,so i nid to b on my own..i can be independent u noe. i reli can.

so let me be.

A nite oUT

2008-02-08T13:15:00.001+08:00

Afraid of me being alone all the time(or more probably afraid im giving birth any minute is more likely!!) dearest hubby took time off frm work and came back at 5 istead of 10pm.. weee!!

We went out to have dinner at Al Azhar at 9pm with the rest namely nana din & ratz. the rest cant make it though how unfortunate.

Me ate Nasi Goreng Daging Merah.. yummy!! i like.. hubby ate prata banana and cheese and mushwoom prata.. ratz had sup tulang. and the funny ting is wen it was served there was no bread to go with it. apparently its finished.. hahahaah kesian Ratz hirup kuah all the way.. heheh
Nana had kuay teow kerang n din had tom yam den we had ice kacang as our dessert..

feeling bored after eating we decided to catch the late nite show AH LONG PTE LTD. wow it was BAGUS..... heheh reli jack neo is a wonderful producer. and mark lee was damn funny lah .. super sissy. worth every penny .. but watch it a t the movies lah the more ppl laughing the merrier .. i doubt if u buy the vcd the effect is the same.. the movie was good except for the constant kicking of the arseholes behind me!!! kept kicking my chair!!! dumb asses.

anyway we rch hm around 230am and fall asleep straight away in my newly painted and cleaned room(courtesy of hubby) for the first time i agreed with his colours of the paint.. (after constant nagging lah) hahaha

New room, new arrival. coming soooooo sooon u wont believe it. waiting is a torture and i wonder how giving birth wud feel like. battling with life and death.soon i wud noe how it feels.

Mak, i love u okies. MWAH!!

i want my slim face back!!!

2008-02-06T21:00:00.001+08:00

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FOOD MARATHON. ALONE (edited)

2008-01-13T17:37:00.000+08:00

Urgh i hate being alone on sundays.. no plans no nothing. thus the food marathon is held. no guessing who's the winner. me . duh!

anywe....

MOrnING: BB off to werk. so nid my breakfast:
Chicken Poloni Sandwich.

Chicken Poloni (u can get it at any Giant stores 3.90 per packet)
Sunshine Milk Bread (or any regular bread, bb bought dis coz i dun drink enuf milk for my baby)
Mayo

fry the chicken poloni, with little or no oil. or u can grill it. Den spread mayo on bread. add chicken poloni. TADAA!! this is the simple version. for Bb, i would add egg and cheese and two slices of chicken poloni with chilli sauce and mayo on two slices of bread. werking mah...

Afternoon: starting to get a bit hungry and bored so decided to cook:
Fussili with Beef Tomato Sauce

Fusilli
Minced beef
tomato puree/tomato sauce
3 onions diced
2 garlic cloves, diced
Raguletto rich beef sauce (halal)
oregano
mushroom, sliced
cheese
salt & sugar to taste

add water to pot with sum butter and salt and boil the fussili till cooked. (butter to preven it frm sticking) ard 7-10 mins. dice onions and garlic. add butter to pot, add onions and garlic, stir fry till fragrant. den add minced beef. stir fry till beef is cooked. add tomato puree. add beef sauce. leave to boil. den add mushrooms, sugar & salt to taste. Serve hot, wtih grated cheese and oregano leaves. Tadaaaa!!! i cooked a whole pot. hahah oredi had 2 servings. wonder when i would be able to finish it. hmm.. maybe leftovers can be made into tmr breakfast!!
Roti Eeera

leftover beef sauce.
eggs
bread

drain beef sauce till a bit dry. add eggs and mix well. dip in bread. fry/toast on pan, till eggs are cooked. alah actuli roti john lah. chg name onli.. well well shall do it tmr!! weeeeeee!!!

Teatime: not dat hungry considering i had 2 bowls of fussili. but knock knock!! delivery frm me goooooooodest fren eva.. Mango with sugar and dried chilli.. Yum Yum!! courtesy of fruit stores frm Golden Mile. it helps to satisfy ur craving with a fren staying close by who has a brother with a car dat can travel to golden mile juz to get me mangoes!!! weeee!!

Dinner: hmm... i guess sumore fussili!!!! heheheeheh or maybe char kuay ikan frm the pasar malam, with botak coconut water.. dis time courtesy of BB!!!! hehehheeheh

edited:8.00pm
k now its reli dinner n im not dat hungwy but i want to eat so gez wat:
Beef Pizza Eera Oooh LA la

leftover beef sauce
cheese
bread
oven

preheat oven 150deg. drain abit of the sauce, making sure mainly beef & mushroom & some sauce spread on bread. add slice cheese on top. put in oven approximately 5-7 mins till cheese melt n bread crisp n golden brown. Tadaa!!! not too heavy dinner!! pandai tak!!!!

Now u all noe where all the weight gain came frm.(i wonder if it all go away after giving birth) oh ya for the record i did drink milk today i small box of anlene milk for pregnant mummies. Honey flavored!! emmm sedap.. manis...

dats all folks!!!

wat to do when u miz ur husband.

2008-01-10T19:38:00.000+08:00

as per sms :

me: oi awak syg kita tak?

bb: mestilah sayang

me:byk ke sikit? u syg sape lebih i ke komp ke ps2 ke psp ke hp ke tv lebih?

bb:mesti byk those r secondary.

me:secondary? kira i primary?

bb:primary to more imptortant lah

me:primary skool ker? hahahahaha

bb: screw u

me:b kenape u suka i mula2? masa dating?

bb: aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!! u t*t*k besar

HAHAHAH see wat attention i needed wen i miz him. i love to irritate him. it makes me feel so satisfied hahhahahaah... (evil laughter)

My 50% passed cookies

2008-01-01T20:11:00.000+08:00

k wat do u do wen u are bored to death at home? ALONE?
make use of ur new oven and invent nonsensical cookies. hahahaha my very first m&m cookies turn out to be normal yet weird. ok lah.. edible kan ziana n faizal?? hehehehe i let dem be guinea pigs and try my cookies.. ok lah kalu masih bernyawa korang berdua i gez it turned out ok.. heheheh will be perfecting it lah... but does anyone noe's y my m&m pecah??????? org lain buat tak pecah pong!!!! aniwe there's also a second third fourth time ... heheheh wonder who else wud be my little piglets!!!

oh ya !!! i burnt my finger!!! seee!!!!!! ouch!!!!

ps:
aku cinta taufik batisah!!! he's like sooooo hot... ops.. okok my hubby a bit more hotter k..
taufik u make my fat bootylicious tummy go!! hot!!

My Virgin Chocolate Muffins

2007-12-30T16:45:00.000+08:00

being sunday and bored since papa bear slept since 11am till 4pm, decided to do sum cleaning n baking! hehehe.

but first let me share wit u the events which prompt me to start baking.....

*ZIRA'S engagement
*IZAN'S wedding
*ABG YADI'S engagement
*WAN'S (BIK MORNI) engagement

Thus after ordering so many cupcakes, i decided i shud bake instead. oh ya tx to kak nor(pretty sweetz) for the encouragement!! sooooo... here goes!

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JENG JENG JENG!!! success!!!!!!!!!!!

gua hapi sakan beb!!!!!

Finally i updated.

2007-12-30T07:33:00.000+08:00

its been like a mth & a few days since i last updated. december has been full of activities on the weekend.. cousins getting engaged, frens getting married. wedding season babes!! i've been ordering cupcakes for their event till i got hooked and even bought myself an oven and a mixer to start baking myself. dis is after so much encouragement frm mummy dearest. bought a kenwood electric oven and kenwood mixer as well.. hope i dun juz chuck it into the store.. hahhaha..

daddy's bday is tmr... bought him sunglasses frm rayban after the previous oakley one was destroyed in the car accident.. style jugak eh bapak aku!!

den celebrating the cuming new yr wit close frens at my house.. wee!!! yalah aku maner lah leh kuar malam dah sarat mcm ni.. oh ya i look bloody huge for ur info.. i dunno how to lose all dis excess weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

resolution for the cuming yr:

*to be a wonderful hot momma

*to be more diligent in performing my duties as a muslim woman.

*to find a new job after my maternity leave!!!!!!!! umm make dat during my maternity leave!! hahahhaha

*to always giv up seat to pregnant ladies anywhere!! (info: since 7 mths cuming 8 being pregnant i have only been offered seats 3 times! 3 bloody times in crowded train and buses. only mummies noes the feeling! urgh. macaronis)

klah.. wanted to put in pics but dis lappie doesnt have any of my pics.. boring....

till den: HAPPY NEW YEAR!! BE GOOD PEOPLE!!

bepDAY guA!!

2007-11-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

IT WAS FUN !! i celebrated 3 times.. 3 days 3 nites.. coool kan...

24th: surprised by my sorority sisters.. came by my house and partied!! beautiful bracelet dey gave me... and den went to see Enchanted.. funny story sumting a gerl cud find interesting lah boys wud hate it.. fairytale mah!

25th: went for aunties's baby cukur rambut den off to celebrate with my beautiful family.. newton ar aper lagik.. my baby belanja dem ok dun play play!

26th: a wonderful day with beloved sayang darling lup of my life father of baby!!!! went to sentosa.. got up the cable car.. went underwater werld dolphin lagoon.. etc... went to watch muvee.. alah macam date gitu!! sweet kan lakik aku!

k lah dis are juz random pics.. see more at my multiply okies!! adios!!

ps: i love my family. muakz!!!!

pspsps: new entry: my bestest fwen ena drop by juz a few mins ago n gave me a prezzie!! a beautiful chomel necklace n mphosis pouch.. and the msg was.. "u can still b the hot mommy ok!!" swit kan.. needed dat so much. muacks love u beb.

Update

2007-11-21T17:21:00.000+08:00

Update:

the mommy is sick. overwerked underpaid. wats new.

the baby is active. yalah nowadays kicking only. dun weri wud make u a soccer player juz like mummy & daddy ok. but a successful soccer player lah. heheheh

the granpapas & granmamas are ok.

the aunties & uncles are ok too.

oh ya. forgot sumone impt.

the daddy. the daddy is oso ok. but very bz with werk.

we miss u daddy cum hm early k. play with baby. oh ya. wit mummy oso. *winks*

PLEASE........

2007-11-17T10:05:00.001+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

2007-11-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

KURUS NYER AKU DULU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BLOODY 20KGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOVEMBER!!

2007-11-01T19:03:00.000+08:00

Its 1st of November!! yeah!!! i love november! hint hint

hint hint

hint hint

hint hint

achocoachbag! achoocoachbag! gosh my flu is getting werst.

hint hint

hint hint

25 more days

hint hint

:)

note to self: IT DOESNT PAYS TO B KIND

2007-10-30T19:14:00.000+08:00

IT RELI DOESNT. OUCH. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE PPL WHO ARE MY FRIENDS DID DIS TO ME. CORRECTION. WERE MY FRIENDS. NOW JUST PPL WHO I MIT EVERYDAY, SPENDING MORE TIME WITH DEN MY FAMILY.

KENA: SABOTAGED, BACKSTABBED, FUCKED, BLAMED, BILIS, SABO, BULLIED.. ETC ETC

UNWILLINGLY BECAME A HERO, SAVED SUMONE ELSE ARSE, PUTTING ME IN HOT SOUP. THE VICTIM BECAME ME. OH YA DAT SUMONE PRETENDS EVERYTHING IS OK LAFFING GLEEFULLY HERE N THERE. BITCH.

WAH.. NOBLE? MY ASS.

DAMN U.

I SWEAR I WOULD NEVER , NEVER BE GULLIBLE EVA AGAIN.

SCREW ALL OF U.

!@$@#%#$&^(*(&

2007-10-29T19:15:00.000+08:00

Work was SHIT. SHIT with capslock all over again & again again.

a mistake done. i took it with stride tinking "ya mayb its juz me being careless". so filed in the mistake as a report to HIGHER management. DEN the nxt day, THE mistake was found. gez wat, not reli my bloody fault. someone else too. or make dat someonessssss. 3 dat is.
Conclusion: "oh we cant tell the HIGHER management coz we would b in trouble. lets juz say NOOR'S cust returned it. so not so bad."

point being, its ok for me to be blacklisted, file a report getting the huge blame. ruin my so called clean record. BUT its not ok if everyone else shares the blame coz den everyone else would be in trouble. its ok for juz 1 dumb person to take the fucking blame coz its easier. the dumb one being ME. Im so disapointed, hurt. so, please FUCKING excooose me if im being SELFISH. its my ricebowl i have to feed my family.

TX for making me realise if one person takes the blame it'll b fair to everyone else. wow. tx.

But, u, thks for at least speaking up for me. i appreciate it. so much. a simple gesture means so much. im so glad i came to werk today, n found this out. life is not so simple.

on a happier note........ see pics.
tx to nana for the nice pic dat she edited!!

the most n still eligible bachelor of the year. interested parties please kol me or puppet.

to ratz: sori ar but we have to advertise kau.. tiap tahun jlan rayer sorang jer tak best.. so nxt yr ko ader partner k!! eheheheh

princess mushroom head & prince carrot hari raya

2007-10-20T13:23:00.000+08:00

haha mushroom . i look like a mushroom... omg! i kol bb carrot because dats the first vegetable i can tink of. hahahaahah oh ya i look huge. pardon my "hugeness" but im 5 mths pregnant. i b back to normal nxt yr. i promise. i swear. i die die will get back to normal. sumpah. den i wont be mushroom head anymore coz my hair wud have grown. hahhahah.... (sorry lah im bored to death at hm.. bb only hm at4 and my bro is sleeping. im f***** bored)

selamat raye!!!

2007-10-18T10:08:00.000+08:00

selamat rayer maaf zahir batin eh... lup u all many2.

oh ya im supposed to put in the rayer pics but noooooooooooooooo.. sumone didnt upload for me the pics.. hint hint takut nampak takut nampak....... so here is jus recent 3 pics on my current life. uploaded frm me hp. boring eh aku ni...

after 2 yrs of marriage, finally we had the time to go dating.. after my monthly chk up at kkh.. sweet kan. dulu masa dating pun tak duduk pat kopi bin. oh ya my funny new look. hahah txs to dearest who force me to the salon. which i nearly cried outside the salon coz i dun wan to cut my hair. he insisted. n i nvr spoke a single werd to the stylist he bcame my hairstylist. so snip snip chop chop. but he loves it. (korang taulah PUPPET best known for his obit n weird taste) so im the victim. tapikan hari hari he compliment me. awwww.. selengeh pun selengeh lah.. hahahaha..

** eh besar jgak mata aku**

fine... its fine with me...

2007-10-04T20:42:00.000+08:00

qualifications: gce 'o' level
higher nitec in business administration

companies: uob,sia,dbs,hsbc

dealing: cash cash cash = maths

mine u i failed my o's maths. F9. Not ashamed of it.

i can do a primary four maths question. it doesnt take a genius to know.

u $^%&*^^&^%$&#()) kid.

kiss my ass.

angry mommy. hmph.

Love LoVE n More Love

2007-09-30T20:20:00.000+08:00

Sumhow, i feel so much more in love with my bb now.. especially during dis ramadhan.

Due to his hectic werk schedule, he kena the nite shift all the way w/o off. kecian kan. we rarely mit. sob sob. so a little sacrifice had to be made. we decided to mit each oder after my werk is over n before his werk starts at nite. decided we shud buka togeder.. touching kan, buy sum food den buka under the void deck near his werkplace.. so touchin eh.. we cudnt make it to any food court as he starts werk at 730pm n buka was like 700pm. so after buka he sets back to werk while i go back to mum's home by train. tiring yet so meaningful.. sedih eh aku ni...

im so in love with u bb.

feeling loved is such a wionderful ting . even if u buka jus a cup of drink n oreo biskut like we did today, i felt so full today den in many oder days...

awww.....

heheheehehhe pregnant me hehehehehhe

2007-09-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

ya zuni i gez its the estrogen. mood aku ni mcm angin kus kus lah. hahahaahh .. AAI TOOTS NISA if ur reading dis i wan to buka togeder!!!!!!!!!!! plan ar !!!!!

k sum updates:

*baby doin gd.. sumtimes i feel sumting is moving but sumtimes i dunno if dat is my baby or my stomach growling. hahahah

*father of the baby doin not so gd have been werking non stop. no off okay! stooooooopid CISCO. And sumhow he is getting darker n darker not fatter lah!!! hansem per lakik aku.

*mother of the baby doin ok lah. angin kus kus onli. hahahh

*grandparents of the baby. ecstatic. one is foreva feeding me. the oder is foreva wanting me wear maternity dress. oh ya.. both r wonderful coz i get wat i want. muahahahaahhaahah

*aunties n uncles of the baby. hmm no feeling lah dem.. normal jer..

*godpas n godmas of the baby excited. wanting to noe the baby gender. but not telling!!!!!!!

picture time!!!!iftar cum bday celebration... hubby was werking as usual.. hmph!

htea ti wneh mi lonae

2007-09-16T12:02:00.000+08:00

month of ramadan. holy mth. im glad my baby is able to withstand the first three days. strong baby i love u. dont be soft n jelly like ur mummy.

i've nvr felt so alone in a life in this ramadan. yeah responsibilities. those are the tings that take special moments away frm u. live with it ira. pple had suffered more then u hv. (my condolences to u kanak2 strawberi)

im trying eva so hard. its hard doin it alone. no matter how u try to hide it it shows. and it always shows to the person ur hiding it frm. sori i cant help it.

lalalallalalallallalalalaal

2007-09-12T19:30:00.000+08:00

went for my chk up today. 14 weeks. healthy baby. and....

i know sumting u dun noe!!!!!!! wweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

oklah my darling cupcake noe lah of coz. but the rest of u dunno!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i dun intend to tell oso. hhahahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahah!!!

ecstatic me.

What a Bored Tired Pregnant Gorgeous Lady wud do

2007-09-10T11:52:00.000+08:00

shopping lah what else!! but in dis case grocery shopping. since the beloved husband is foreva werking (Da** CISCO) kesian my darling tau.. no off.. n kesian me oso im BORED to death!!!!!!!!!

okay so in the end bought sum groceries lah.. i was so bored dat i walk slow steps wich in the end took me 2hrs in all.. for a supermarket dat is like 3 bloks away.. ahahha

the trolley:

the shopping:
alamak blur. haha

treat after a hard day's werk:
honeydew with asam. dun ask me y i sprinkle asam on it i juz feel like it. sedaplah!!

the groceries or better known as snacks: hahah

the konyaku. i made like 6 batches. entah saper nak makan:

the bill $$$$$$$$:

very the long list rite.. hahah den gez wat my cupcake came back at 1030pm with more shopping bags dia takot aku lapar kot. heheh i eat weird tings at nite.. (apples with milo powder eh sedaplah!!!) .. a shorter list but a higher price.. see the wife is always gd at managing finance!!! although i do scrimp at times. hehehe

2007-09-06T19:46:00.001+08:00

im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored
im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored
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im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored
im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored
im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored
im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored
im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored
im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored im so bored

oh ya.. can sumone buy me an electric oven? i wan to bake hari raya kuih.. mayb if its nice enuf i sell to all of u..must make xtra for new family.. cheap cheap no werries. but can buy me electric oven first? ?

Our Jr

2007-09-01T18:53:00.000+08:00

oh seeeeeee!! so cute rite!!!!! sooooooooooo cute!!
the sexy body has formed.. can see the hand head legs face n the sharp nose.. hmm must be all the indian food i kept eating.. hahaahah confem macm aishawarya or hithtrik roshan!!! confem 100 %..***oh ya the bright light is the flash of my camera phone lah!!****

tagged

2007-09-01T18:43:00.000+08:00

i had to do dis coz dearest toots tagged me.. so here goes.. oh ya i cut it short .. . haf.. ahhahaah

List of 5 people:
1. BB
2. ENA
3. ZUNI
4. NANA
5. RATZ

What is number 2 (ENA) studying about?
No study finished oredi.

Last time you had a chat with number 3 (ZUNI)?
few days ago? a week or two mayb? luper lah!!

Does number 1 (BB) have any siblings?
Yes, younger sister and brother

Will I woo number 3? (ZUNI)
Huh???????

Is number 4 (NANA) single?
Double oredi beb..

Surname of number 5 (RATZ)?
Rattaouille. hahahahh

An obsession of number 2 (ENA).
Dis imran guy frm illusi or sum magik show lah..

Does number 1(BB) and number 5 (RATZ) get along very well?
Ya. the brothers with the answers...

Where is number 2 studying at (ENA)?
not studying lah.

Say something about number 1 (BB).
i love u bb if its quite arite i nid u bb to warm my lonely nites i love u bb trust in me when i say... i love u bb.....etc etc

Does number 1 (BB) have any pets?
Ya the white portable playstation dat he bought 2yrs ago. alwayz play with it until late nites nfeed it with downloaded illegal stuff frm the internet.

...........................................

2007-08-24T07:49:00.000+08:00

dis song is so meaningful especially the lyrics. cud be meant for anyone.

apakah sebenarnya terbuku di kalbu mu.

aku hanya menduga tidak mampu merasa sebenar benar perasaanmu

namun ku percaya takkan terlerai kasih

ikatan ini tak akan putus.

thks for making me realised im nvr gd enuf. not the perfect one am i.. ouch.. i dun tink i can pretend to b ok. not today not tmr not eva. i wan my mom.

I miss u nyai.. ;{

makan time.. n sum extra pics.

2007-08-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

dinner with my lovelies.. lup dem many2.. last minute plan alwayz werks for us.. planning? scrap it man!! oh ya n sum extra pics. oh ya the terrorist is my sister. i have no links wateva to her.. i was forced n traumatised to put her pic on my blog. hahah

DoA SeLamaT for little muppet JR.

2007-08-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

It's been about 2mths plus since im holding on to my little jr. been tough so Mummy suggest we held a simple doa selamat for the well being of JR, and also the glowing mother. uhum uhum!! oh ya n the family oso lah.. Nenek oso hav a kenduri but im skipping it since he is not around n i oso a bit paiseh lah around dem.

so mummy prepared nasi ambeng in a huge dulang where we can gobble up togeder.

MUMMY'S MYTH: Since i was the one decorating the nasi ambeng in the dulang , the way i did it plays a part. she said i was tooooo 'GOBRES' in Jawa meaning i was untidy so my JR wud be as untidy as me.. hah??????

Den there was the pulut. MUMMY'S MYTH 2: When she was cooking the pulot, even when she turned the heat low, the pulot was still boiling 'violently' or in malay masih mengggeledak lah.. so thus presumption was my JR was a very active baby. hahahahaahhahahhahah!!!
i love my mom.

im back

2007-08-07T08:02:00.000+08:00

im back not becz im redi but bcoz im bored . its 8 am i took leave today coz i was bored. hahah aniwes not wasted coz i have 7 days of leave left excluding my 5 days of hari raya leaves.. hahahah banyak rite.. n i have only 3 mths to clear it.. cannot bring forward okay!!

life has been tough so far. very tough. but thks for the support ive been receiving all the way.. mayb dis baby thing is taking its emotional toll on me.. dun get me wrong i love it only dat the process is getting tougher each day. imagine to throw up every single food u ate even those u reli loved. getting up with a certain soreness in the morning.. emotions r running high man..wonder if im able to hide it . the soreness in the" nanapopoo" my two gunung kinabalus. had to upsize ok !!!! gaining so much in soo little time mind u i watch wat i eat but its still the same.. not being able to fit into ur fav clothes.. sob sob . im a monster. but ppl have been telling me its goin to b over in the nxt few mths.. i hope so.. the feeling is a bit to hard for me to take.. me being not as strong emotionally as b4.. even so i will love my little puppet jr!!! love u my little monster..

oh ya the great side of it i love the pampering.. but.. ive always been pampered the manjaest in the family... ya i get wat i want.. ummmm.. so now i want a putu piring frm geylang. cud anyone be a kind soul and help me buy!!!! pwease!!!! lup lup!!!

Wont b Here For sometime. Pray for me K.

2007-07-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

Signs Of Depression

What are the symptoms of depression?

Some of the symptoms below, such as fatigue or trouble sleeping, are common among healthy women during pregnancy. But when they're combined with a sense of sadness or hopelessness or they interfere with your ability to function, depression is probably at least partly to blame.

If you feel unable to handle your daily responsibilities or are having thoughts of harming yourself, call your doctor or midwife immediately for a referral to a counselor. Seeing a therapist or psychiatrist isn't an indication of weakness. On the contrary, it shows that you're willing to take the steps necessary to keep your baby and yourself safe and healthy.

If you've experienced three or more of the following symptoms for more than two weeks, talk to your healthcare provider about whether you should see a therapist:

• A sense that nothing feels enjoyable or fun anymore

• Feeling blue, sad, or "empty" for most of the day, every day

• It's harder to concentrate

• Extreme irritability or agitation or excessive crying

• Trouble sleeping or sleeping all the time

• Extreme or never-ending fatigue

• A desire to eat all the time or not wanting to eat at all

• Inappropriate guilt or feelings of worthlessness or hopelessness

5/8 ya Allah give me the strength & courage to face all this. Amin.

announcement!!

2007-07-22T13:33:00.000+08:00

PEEPS....

my hp currently went for a major operation which resulted in memory lost. so kindly do email or sms me ur numbers juz in case i dun have dem.. though now in stable condition it still requires undue rest and attention like it owner.

lub ya all. thks for the goodwill msgs. muacks.

EXcuse Me

2007-07-18T07:28:00.000+08:00

I have excuses for everything this coming mths:

i can gorge myself with food without feeling guilty
i can yearn for food w/o feeling guilty
i get what i want w/o feeling guilty
i can gain a whole lot of kgs w/o feeling guilty
i can get pampered w/o feeling guilty
ppl will give up their sits for me in the bus or mrt w/o me feeling guilty
i am a spoilt brat w/o feeling guilty

i still dunno.. i feel sooooo down... help.

mixed emotions

2007-07-16T07:59:00.000+08:00

I WUD HAVE A GREAT EXCUSE NOT TO GO FOR ROADSHOWS TILL NXT MARCH!!!!
those who r smart enuf wud noe y!

mixed feelings. urgh. i'd do it for you.

fondue, fondue not

2007-07-16T06:38:00.000+08:00

we went for a small gathering with my closest fwens in ite.. decided to treat ourself sum chocolatesssss.. so went to sheraton towers where we thought had a chocolate buffet !! but....... it turns out juz to b a fondue.. ok lah not to bad.. eat fondue at hotel. there's a first with everything.. (ps: and so it seems dat my well informed fwen "angel", found out dat there's a chocolate buffet at fullerton. a real buffet. 40++.. hmm.. nxt mth pay lah.)

FOC

2007-06-30T08:06:00.000+08:00

FOC . fREE OF CHARGE... yup dis is the makeover i went ysterday.. foc get 2 pics.. ugly i tink. dis r the best i cud find. hahaha. all of it makes me look fat!!!!! ya ya ya i noe.. stop it.. as usuall dey psycho us to buy all the photos at a whopping price of 2988!!!!!! gila xiao. of course i didnt buy lah!
but ok lah for a free experience i dun mind goin again. heheh

activity day!!!

2007-06-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

it was a fun filled sunday... had dikir barat performance whereby i am unofficially the camerawoman for the day. dey didn't even practice but managed to pull it of with juz 10 men!! coolness!! n the most best part is dat the host didn't even invite us to join the reception. urgh! Thus...

we went to my hse after chucking all the instruments aside.. they guys decided dey wanted to cook!! so i and dearest nana became the ever so desperate housewives jus wathcing tv and slowly fall into deep sleep while waiting for our dearest mimah....... an hour and a haf later, food was served!!

MENU:

Asam pedas by Chef Puppet
Kailan with Shitake Mushroom by Chef Din
Special Fried Egg with Onions n w/o Onions by Chef Ratz
Minced Beef Burger with Jalapeno Pepper by Chef Naz
Fondue of Apple & Orange Slices by Chef Ayim

Cooked Rice courtesy of me.

Table set up courtesy of nana.

eh eh eh eh eh eh

2007-06-19T19:53:00.000+08:00

i wanna dance again!!!!

i wanna dance n dance like a idiotic moron!!

coolnesss!!!

hmm.. mayb dis sat we shall..

eh eh eh umbrella eh eh eh..

So Hard

2007-06-17T19:22:00.000+08:00

so hard to please ppl nowadays. im so pissed the whole day. dat i cant be bothered to do anything at all. interesting huh. as at now im still totally pissed.

so different. wish like running away from it all. rot n be fat. well i gez i oredi achieved one part of dat.

!!#%@^$&^(^&)%)*&#^#$^#$^#%&#%&%&@~

i love

2007-06-10T07:51:00.000+08:00

SPECIALLY FOR TOOTS: omg tooots!! i love ur wedding, but im soo blur dat i forgot to bring my digi!! urgh!! ur gorgeous!! n i love the food! i love the theme! i love miting all our secondary skool fwens!! i love seeing asmah hidayah asmini fatimah*2 nisa!! i love seeing dat dey have babies!!!!! i love miting up wit zamri faz shafiq mas!!! weeeeeee!!! i love!!!! n most imp i love u!!! pls update ur pics at multiply!! i wanna steal!!!! hehehe 5 stars!!!

SPECIALLY FOR AAI & IZAN: of all peeps u r not dere. hmph!! *ANGRY FACE*

SPECIALLY FOR MAS: upload the wedding photos!! i wanna steal!!!!!

SPECIALLY FOR FADZ & MEIKE: i try to make it k. all the besh!!

SPECIALLY FOR ZAM: U're not left out beb! nvr.. jus dat ure always MIA!!! btw hot chick dat myra.heheh

SPECIALLY FOR U: thk u. for loving me.

weddings make me cry!!!!!!

doink doink doink

2007-06-07T19:07:00.000+08:00

i tink i have the sixth sense, i tink lah.. its a kind of feeling dats makes u feel sumting . hahahha i cant explain it. but i now i have. ya ya laff u little macaronis!! sumting happened at werk. den end day it unhappened. hahahaha . aiyah i dun care i have it means i have it.

i miss my mummy. n daddy . n my little bro. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

cum back!!!!!!!!!!!

i study , again. but scared dat i mite back out the last minute... but i dun wan to b stuck as a csr for the rest of my life.. hmmm...

Wedding Fever

2007-05-31T10:20:00.000+08:00

its wedding fever dis mth.. toots!! ur nxt sweetheart!! going to weddings remind me of my own wedding.. so mayb juz for keepsake memory, here's one . n add 10kgs extra for a glimpse of me now. its the truth. damn.

OMG OMG OMG OMG

2007-05-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

OMG. my heart beats sooooooooo fast. sooooooo fast. every single minute. every single second.every single step.every single turn.

dush!!!! *SMACKS EERA ON THE HEAD*

again. n again. n again.

wake up.

Selamat Pengantin Baru...

2007-05-28T07:33:00.000+08:00

beautiful. gorgeous.charming.handsome. n oh ya. superb frens!!(me n the rest) heheh
all the best babes. thru thick n thin. till eternity.
in a few mths time both of u will be like dis. kecian faizal!! hahahahah

Before & After

2007-05-25T06:55:00.000+08:00

was scanning my digi for sum pics den found a quirky resemblance... reli...

before:

after:

:before

after:

before:

after:

"thru the rough seas of the caribbean u hold the key to my heart"

F. O.

2007-05-20T15:18:00.000+08:00

despite having all the bestest ppl around u, sumting has to go wrong. horribly wrong.

mayb the bestest person around u isnt so great after all.

sob.sob.

MUHD RIDZUAN YASSIN

2007-05-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

Oh ya.. dis post is most impt, it had to be on a post by itself.
i love u BB. he is was n will always be the sweetest person alive.
he said im gorgeous dat nite!!! awwwwwwww!!! n surprised me with a stalk of flower. it means a bouquet of roses to me!!!!!!!!!

Mlm MudA mUDI

2007-05-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

i had so much fun on mlm muda mudi(youth day).. best!! finally an enjoyable nite!!! I dunno how to put it in werds so ... see all the pics ya!! u noe wat i mean.. can't wait for our nxt outing!! 18/9/07!!

LA VOZ KARAOKE STUDIO. besh!!!

the boootylicious ladies in action!!

Mlm muda mudi!!! woo hoo!!!

the most eligible bachelor!!anyone interested pls email or contact me k!!!!

the most imp ting...
brudders & sisters 4eva!!
(eh!!! whose leg is missing!!!! urgh!!)

Affair. LOve . LusT.

2007-05-09T21:07:00.000+08:00

Im having an affair. n i love him so.

he's cuming on the 24th may. been waiting for him to arrive for a year now. i miz u u noe.

oh dearest johnny i lust u so. let us sail together in the caribbean.

luv,
eera swann

ATTENTION

2007-05-04T06:49:00.000+08:00

A post specially for MRS FAIZAL to be.

i sincerely apologised dat i forrrrgottten bout the 26TH MAY... Maap lah many many..

so here goes:

26th May: A BIG DAY FOR MY SWEETEST FWEN MISS ZIANA N WONDERFUL HUBBY TO BE MR FAIZAL. *Pakpakpakkebingkebingkebingpakpakpakkebingkebingkebing*

n another important post to ZUNI ZURIANTY . i lup u babey. timer kaseh. cyg kau.

urgh.

2007-05-01T18:39:00.000+08:00

i hate being sick on a holiday. ya i am.

overworked n underpaid.

n to the datoks n datins goin on the bash dis 11th. weeeee!!! no last minutes cock ups yar!!

Looking Forward To:

2007-04-28T21:54:00.000+08:00

1st May: Labour Day.. wooo hooo.. & secret mission with nana.. shssh..

5th May: Little seahorse pay day.. woo hooo.. woo hoo.. woo hooo.. kerching!!$$$$$$$

11th May: Bachelor n Bachelorette party with MR & MRS FAIZAL to be...woo hooo!! baca doa byk2 k Ziana!!! wakakakakaka

14th May: Hapi bday MuMMY hapi BDAY hapi BDAY hapI bday TO you.. sayang mak... woo hoo!!

18th-20th May: My first ever backpacking trip with Little Seahorse.. no booking tickets no booking hotels. hmm.. if we managed i tink i will join the amazing race!!! heheheehe wooo hoo!!

19th May: Aai's BDAY... Hepi bday to u hepi bday hepi bday hepi bday to u! i remembered okay kambing!! luv itik & ayam!! woooo hoooo!!

20th May: My payday... wooo hooo!!!!!!!!!!! kerching $$$$$$

???? May: Pirates of the Carribean!!! wooo hooo!!! JOHHNY DEPP u've cum to singapore to meet me!!!

31st MAY: Vesak day!! WOO Hooooooooooooooo!!!

oh ya btw i rcvd my belated bday gift. like 3 weeks ago.. it was like ummmmm 6 mths late.. but well werth the wait... wooo hooo!! my latest object of affection
<---------------

my first gaming device cum mp3 cum video player.. umm ok 2nd gaming device. first was a gameboy i got for my PSLE. hahahah wich was like centuries ago...

dear god im soooooooooooooooooo bored to death. its a sat nite my little seahorse is werking, im staring at the comp all alone at home... urgh.. n none i repeat NONE of my frens are online in msn!!! omg im pathetic arent i!oh ya i bought a vcd "Qabil QUSHRY qABil IgaM" omg soo touching.. i feel so touched.. erra n ziana are on it.. its a hit.. a great sob story !! even if i watch it a hundred times i wud still shed tears...

n im waiting for the "Pirates Of The Carribean" johnny depppppppppppppppppppppp!!! kish kish!!!

oh ya oh ya!! im cooking "urap" tmr.. a surprise for dear seahorse. i hope it taste good!! my first time ..

n... i dunno wat else to say. ok lah wan to stare at cable tv liao.

dying of boredom.........................................

Play ok??

2007-04-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

soo.. i got tagged.. by dearest nissy.. cute rite.. hahahah ok ok nisa.

im self obsessed. i can go on n on n on bout myself n my imperfections
i dont eat fish. (real fish with bones..) i only eat fish in fish n chips, fish o fillet.
im deaf in one of my ears.
i dun drink 7 glasses of water a day. infact i dun drink at all even during meals.
i kip tinking im 21 all the time. n dat guys wud still hit on me.. wakakakakak NOT!!!
i sleep on the mattress in the living room instead of the master bedroom. weird huh!

ok.. so now u all kena tagged!!!!!

Ziana
Nana
Mimah
Xiaomei
Alin
Zuni

MaNinotcURED

2007-04-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

new nails. manicured on 21st. destroyed on the 22nd. i reli cant be a tai tai. im too rough. urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

before:

after:

hmm.. i decided not to post the pic. heartbreaking... i only got to enjoy the tai tai ness in 24hrs.

ok. peace out. detox. break all the fat cells. a whole lesser fat me. ciao.

Toilet BReaks

2007-04-19T18:33:00.000+08:00

my toilet breaks have been useful.

crushie crushee crushy crushi

2007-04-15T07:10:00.000+08:00

went to the airport yesterday.. hmmm flashbacks! urgh i hate it dere. except for my wonderful batchmates n mentor. yap dats the only good ting i cud tink about the airport. the rest, i shall not divulged.

i bored . haiz.. 720 in the morning n i already using the comp.. cooked spaghetti coz little seahorse is werking.. in fact im werking toooo!!! stoopid roadshow. i gez i'll juz be standing dere for the whole of 6 hours..i dun mind actualli coz double pay sia.. i cant b bothered to even get a referral.. or mayb u peeps can help me..

place: vivocity hsbc
time: 12-6pm
to do: look for me n let me get a referral. den u go jln2. ok wat.. no one lose out.. 5-10 mins only mah.. no obligations.. juz sit n pretend u r listening. cool rite.. i give u a bottle of water k.. n oso got lucky dips.. u mite juz win an mp3 player .(fat hope).. pwease pwetty pwease.. or mayb later on u can meet me den we can eat char kway teow at banquet. pwease pwetty pwease.
.

ok dats all . i wanna sit n eat like a fat cat. toodles.

Flaws n All..

2007-04-11T07:41:00.000+08:00

I'm a trainwreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon.
Every now and then without warning,
I can be really mean torwards you
I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Have a complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the pie,
And yet you see the picture clear as day.

I dont know why you love me.
And thats why i love you
Catch me when i fall, accept me flaws and all
And thats why i love you
And thats why i love you
And thats why i love...

I neglect you when i'm working
When i need attention i tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
and you see past all that
I'm a pesant by some standards
But in your eyes i'm a queen
You see potention in all my flaws
and thats exactly what i mean

I dont know why you love me.
And Thats why i love you
Catch me when i fall, accept me flaws and all
And thats why i love you
And thats why i love you
And thats why i love you

thks bb..

Its Been A While....

2007-04-11T07:02:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i last update... slowly im getting lazy to update my blog. always so tired after werk.. wake up at 5am.. cook for dearest.. 6am bath.. 620am pray with the guidance of little seahorse.. 630am breakfast with little seahorse.. 645am send off little seahorse to the sea.. 700am stay blindly at the house, wash dishes, stare blankly at the comp.. 800am getting ready for werk.. 825am go out for werk.. 855am reach werk.. 930am start werk... 1140am start lunch.. 330pm end banking hours.. 415pm balance cash... 440pm check vouchers... 515pm do filing.. 540pm-6pm idle if all werk is done... 6pm out of the stooopid place.. 610pm call angel to go hm togeder n buy bola-bola.. 630pm reach jp buy bola bola.. 640pm walk hm.. 650pm reach home... 655pm on the comp.. 700pm bath.. 730pm solat eat watch tv... 900pm watch chinese drama... 940pm little seahorse is back.. 950pm serve dinner.. 10pm watch tv... 11pm slowly fall asleep.. unless... dere's extra curricular activities at nite... *winks*

its been a while since i went out n have fun at nite.. i went out with few frens dat faithful day. it was a DISASTER. sooooooooooooooooooooooooo bloody stooooooooooooopid. we hop up n down like 15mins with constant 'excuse me ' all around. den everyone decided to bail n hop elsewhere.
n can u believed where we hopped???? MACDONALDS. n ate. den everyone went hm. stooooooooooooooopid. i decided to be an angel dat nite n juz go with the flow coz little seahorse is stuck in the middle of 2 groups of ppl.. i decided to be kind n side with him alll the way... poor little seahorse.. n if we ever hopped again all of u buzz off. its my nite. !@$%^@^#@##%$^$#&*%!!!@#!$!!!! !@$%^@^#$&*$@%#
thk god ur here sis.. urgh.. bingit kan!! aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

its been a while since i actually reli prayed n seek to forgiveness with GOD. urgh all the sins . overflowing like waterfalls.. im sorry.. i'll be good.

its been a while since i read the holy book too.. wats happening... haiz....

its been a while since i said i love u. so...

I LOVE U LITTLE SEAHORSE. MUAXXX

ITS TRUE ITS TRUE!!!!!!

2007-04-02T22:17:00.001+08:00

Dis is sooo COOL!!! omg see wat technology does!!! i am in a happy mood becoz of dis... wakkakakak way way way cool!!!

can u believe i actually look like beyonce!!! cool rite!! i mean i dun reli look like her.. but parts of her face lah.. but still i look like her!!!

cool!!!

ecstatic little muppet

WoOPEDIDOODahwooPeDIDeh

2007-04-01T09:20:00.000+08:00

weeeee look loook . cute rite!!!!!

rebonded me hair .. hahah now my hair feels so little!! mayb im goin bald..

im sooo freaking angry wit u. im not ur punching bag.

sstttttttoooooooooopiddddddddd

2007-03-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

im·me·di·ate [i-mee-dee-it] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –adjective

1.	occurring or accomplished without delay; instant: an immediate reply.

2.	following or preceding without a lapse of time: the immediate future.

3.	having no object or space intervening; nearest or next: in the immediate vicinity.

4.	of or pertaining to the present time or moment: our immediate plans.

5.	without intervening medium or agent; direct: an immediate cause.

6.	having a direct bearing: immediate consideration.

7.	very close in relationship: my immediate family.

8.	Philosophy. directly intuited.

cust: " u say immediate collection but u didnt say get today wat!!"
gerl: " huh?????"

stoopid.

......LasT nITE.....

2007-03-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

Last nite i saw him. smile... flashback...

Last nite i saw turtles.... bad..

Last nite i treat.... cool...

Last nite i ate japanese ice cream.... ex....

Last nite i dreamt... urgh..

This morning i did... i LIKE!BLERK!!!

Up Down Up Down upUPup n away!!

2007-03-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

reeeecappp:

sunday 18th march: dk comp. 3 words to describe: HOT HELL HOT
my little seahorse was HOT as well i like!!!!

monday 19th march: see blog entry

tuesday 20th march: as per 19th march

wednesday 21st march & thursday 22nd march:
shop till u drop!! 3 new skirts all choooosen by little seahorse. 2 foundations (buy 1 get 1 free) 1 bag 1 tshirt 1 blouse 1 pair slippers.

officially broke..............

down. down .down.

2007-03-19T17:58:00.000+08:00

i dun noe wats happening. i tink mayb im dying. mayb i lost it. i dun feel like goin back there. but i nid to go back dere. i have a family to support. we only have us. im reli reli reli down. so down dat even if u were to peek u won even see me. im gone.

it hurts so bad. ouch. wish he had given me 2. or mayb 3 or mayb 7.

thk u for being dere love. despite all dis crap he is still here. lifting me up weneva i fall. we had our differences but we love us soo much it doesnt matter. so for the record, he did nothin. dis part of my life, im the cause of it. thk u for being dere little seahorse.

awaits the arrival of puppet junior...

Waterfalls....

2007-03-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

its wrong u noe. reli i dun like it. y cant anyone tink like me. im sooo freaking uncomfortable rite now.its like 1am in the morning n im not sleeping. its still has been n still is coming down my cheeks since 8 pm. i dunno y. dun ask y. coz i dun noe. it juz feel likes sumone reli reli made u sad. very sad. sumting piercing thru my heart. no love did notin. love wud never hurt me. its juz me . im pathetic. it keeps cuming down. damn it. im feeling soooo freaking low. felt like my heart being pulled out. ripped. pulled out again. ripped. i dun no y damn it! dun ask me y! no love did nothing. love wud never hurt me. its juz me.

pulled out. ripped. pulled out. ripped.

ouch.

ouch.

help.

damn.

2007-03-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

DAMN

the stoopid TPM
the stoopid ratings
the stoopid bonus payout
the 1.5 to the 6
the weight
the weight
the weight
the life
the weight

i decided to start my diet (again) this time sucessfully. but if i lose weight n im pregnant just shoot me. not dat i dun wan a baby but losing n gaining again, it will juz kill me. i rather drop dead than gain a single gram.

ps: ive checked. negative.sobs.

Tank U soooooooooooooooo MUCh

2007-03-15T19:03:00.000+08:00

thks to my dearest rockhick!!! w/o u i tink i would still be stuck in the stoooopid layout.. i love u babe. and i still wanna go to amsterdam wit ya... snuggle snuggle into the luggage ok.. thx again.!!!

ok sidetrack..

werk has been fairly ok.. chanting on the bonus every single minute of every single day!! wats up with the union soooo slow!!! either den dat pretty normal. scares here n dere... screams here n dere.. strangling here n dere.. s3. ya s3.

ok toodles..

ps: dwiK!! u the third pinkpetals blog reader! cheers!

woo hooo

2007-03-12T21:38:00.001+08:00

my favourite ride!!!!! i love the adrenaline .. pumps me up.. unfortunately SumOne is tooooooo afraid. wish he was dere.

desperate ME

2007-03-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

i need help fast. this are the items for helping.

i NEED desperately to lose weight.
i NEED desperately to have a new template. i cant change the bloody html thingy!!!
i NEED desperately to have new shoes.. umm ok lah not dat desperate.
i NEED desperately to lose weight.
i NEED desperately to have self assurance that im pregnant, so i can be excused for being fat.
i NEED desperately to have twins if number 5 is positive.
i NEED desperately sum cash to spend on myself. juz for the fun of it.
i NEED desperately have sumting new!!! juz sumting new ok. hint hint
i NEED desperately to go to australia/italy/rome/paris/new york/maldives/mauritius
i NEED desperately not to be desperate for all this desperate tings.

bullshits.urgh

life changes...

2007-03-03T20:14:00.000+08:00

1 yr but still the beautiful moment captured was vividly in my mind. every single second. tick tick. 1 yr passed 6 kgs gained. baby? meyb? new bonds made with old friends. age got the best of us. urgh. baby? meyb? 1 yr im still the same few kgs gained. ugh baby? meyb? enchanting moments i missed dat i loved dat. see all for 1 yr ago. go fetch.

First ...

2007-02-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

Beautiful isnt it. a bit senget. but beautiful. thks dear.